amitst wrote:posmo gets the most improved award? what about those that never succumbed to the grind? anyways, final is my hero: honest, virtuous, and kami... the intention and strength of character are the measures of his worth
wow, really nicely put, I appreciate that!
I can assure you that over the years other people are bound to have felt the opposite about me. Not to say I have ever intensionally wanted to grief or disrespect anyone. I would take the grind and the success of a given guild so seriously that I would push really hard to get what I wanted, I wouldnt get to know people as friends, and Im sure some people were put of by how I was. I never allowed myself the time to get to know most people personally, and it was different agendas that caused that really.
Im a naturally competative person. So the guild I was in had to be the "best", the faction I was in had to always win op wars, and when that wouldnt happen, Id be so frustrated. Early faction wars and Cho I think are good examples.
Since Ive been back, Ive not been involved in any active guilds or any op wars and its great.
Its been a couple of years since the games been live, and I haven't previously bothered myself with getting to know a large majority of the Karavan players, so theres alot of people that I look forward to getting to know.
So basically, its coming up to 3 years this april that ive been playing, Im all about just having fun, and getting to know all the knew folk that have joined and the old folk that knew a different side to me, that perhaps they didnt like, a side that was driven and pretty relentless.
I'm really content these days. Im happy just to finish this grind, and do things at a slower pace...