now, thankfully it's over. I gave up finally with the game.
Many of you will be alot relived with my departure, oddly some of you did show sadness for my departure (at least in game). While I have no idea of why anyone would be sad if I leave, to comfort them I shall say, do not worry I won't die I will go to a better place.
namely World of Warcraft.
I will not starting to sing the praises of that game, to avoid you flame me... even if I know you'll flame me anyway

ah for who is worried of me not doing it really... grayfox can confirm you that I left all I had to my guild. I have no money I am naked and I will even delete my char. so yes it is definitive leave.
I bid you all goodbye, have fun with ryzom. sadly I couldn't after patch 1.