First of all the despair: siting under the big arch north of green seeds in Sept 04 with refugee island crafted gear... desperate of not even been able to kill a kipee after I solo ed so many on the island...
- Then my first homin encounter, teaming me, speaking to me, helping me: killed a few together... (still in friend list after 3 years)
- Gave me the "Rulers of Atys" shield over my head which I never took away
- Then Yrkanis gate meeting Kibs who gave me my first Matis 2H axe....
Uber axe: was like q50.... OMG that axe was huge, big and so..... axe

From this day I knew I would be axeman.. Had to start crafting them tho cos was lvling to fast for the crafter
- Next would be the blue girl.... on the volcano of Fleeting gardens (end Sept 04) killing raspals with our uber lvls 50+, my first encounter with a trekking zorai .... (gave me the crave of traveling)
- Few weeks later the challenge: Shinken, one more guildee and myself in KoDissent kara TP trying to make it through Hidden Source: took me 2 days when all did gave up: loged out at TP with full DP to try to run again the next day

- And again later, Undersping with Scarazi and one more to reach Zorai with the 2 or 3 kinchers at each PR portal and the patrols in the south parts....
Run for your death... or die

OMG we lived
- And the funny time in GoC: no one was training in Void those days

GoC invaded by diggers, meleers, nukers , Angels of Atys, DCP, RoA and others racing to be the first team at jugs in high grove

(and my personal win to all of them 250 elem/heal at the time to be first 250 melee of Aripostle)..
One thing we all know (at least those players with the white hairs that need a stick to walk nowadays) but that we forgot or we want to forget but would be so beneficial for new players to know nowadays...
How did we use to get our 250 in that time: on jugs....
1.1k xp per kill, no cats
or 1.6k per kill with healer out of team... : no cats, no fast xping, just friends and dedication: how many players spent hours out of team with no xp just to be here and help until the role were changed and the xper went out to heal for no xp in turn
Sorry I am getting out of track tho but memories call things in strange way
- And the jungle and its inhabitants (going lil back in time now) who hosted me for about a month, Petej, Kye, Vira, Loulou (this one was a sweety) and the teaming on the kipees...
- (Darn had to edit for that one: how could I ever forget those 2

) Booster ... (no comment, who knows, knows) and Kristel (another sweety: quote "Gillest!! you...now... PR come... Res me kami in SC.. and you give mats or you no good boy no have armur"

)
hmm just for memories and for whoever was not here at the time:
The one and only pure kitin Larva HA
- Nexus... How could I even forget nexus (i wasnt a PR digger) where I lvled until 210 forest for 700 xp per pull and the oath spot where a cuttler was looking for a fight between each pull :

- There was rumble in those times even without OP and some serious killings: remember the AoA/DCP guild wars in Umbra

- Oh and my first 250 crafting .... oh damn that was 3 weeks ago, should not be mentioned in memories
I forget so many things anyway: the game IS NOT A GAME: we all know it inside ourselves even tho we trash ourselves on forums sometimes (has been like this since 04 Red so no better no worst

) ; this game is NOT A GAME, this game is something else....
Atys is a planet, you can go out sometimes and play games but this planet stay inside of your guts forever .... But again, not only for the planet itslef: for the friends you meet there, for the community, who even nowadays, is in game the complete opposite of what one could state looking at the forums...
I have only one regret: at night, when I go sleep, i can now hear the kitins laugh as if they knew they have half win the fight against the homins who do not dare challenging them in their nests anymore
/Love Atys
/Love Hominkind
/Bow to the lost friends and to the new ones
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Side note for most of my friends and special for Bisk my old kami:
No I am not gone, not unsubscribed, not bored: just too busy lately and too much on my mind to find peace to play

And pls give a msg to Themac: say: "Bouh" and I should be back in game within a week
And Side not nber 2: be reassured Homins: I will not charge you neither for the spelling nor for the typo you could find on my tracks: I happily give them to you
