To find yourself.

[tigrus]

Wether this post is written in character or out of character I will let it be up to the reader to determine.



When I came to atys I was nothing but history of my former self.
Obsessed with my own nature and my own history, I believed that what we have done other places in the world, in history is what defines us.

But a man is not what he is born as or what he has done in his past.
What a man does in the present, is what forms him, shapes him, and gives him an existance and a purpose.

What amased me through my time in history is that even as i have never claimed or wanted any living creature to follow me. Exept for my pet of course, yet for a reason my life has always been bound to another or several others, even as I try to be on my own.

Usually, I meet people that I think I can teach, teach my skills, teach my mind. But every now and then, fate plays a trick on you.

On my travels i met four people who changed me. But I am still the same I have always been. Odd huh?
In what sense can I be changed and still be the same?

I have always thought of myself as immortal, untouchable. An oddity of nature, blessed with skills, but cursed by soul.

Here in atys I once looked up to a man named Yaffle, this has now changed. I now look next to me and I see him. Yet he still teaches me, teaches me how I want to be, and how I do not want to be.
Yaffle tought me the small things, not the big things that I needed to learn if I wanted to be who I thought I was. Yaffle learned me the things I needed to know to be able to consider myself one of the best of my art.

Yet I was not who I am today, After meeting and getting to know Yaffle.
I met two men I now consider my brothers. Yes brothers, yet I do not know how I believe our souls come from the same place. Something divine? Or something mortal? The answer to that I do not know.
Redslayer and Pelian has through our time and journeys in atys taught me who I really was. Who I was inside, a man who is infact what he thought he was. Infact immortal on the outside, but still touchable through the bonds that was made on the inside. Redslayer and Pelian are my strenghts but also my weaknesses. And I am thankfull for it.

I am thankfull for meeting those that make me whole. I am truly the King of the Universe, but so are they.
They are what makes me, what defines me. THEY are my actions.

Yet we are not alike. Most of my time I spend hanging out with them, yet my innest and deepest thoughts I am usually sharing with Soloreaper. Soloreaper is the last piece of my history, Yaffle has taught me to be who I was, Redslayer and Pelian, my brothers, have taught me who I am, and Soloreaper teaches me who to be.

And somehow they make me whole, every action I do, every word I say are based on the things I have been made by the people I love.

What can a man say to change his fate when it is controlled by others?
What defines a man I do not know.
I know that through Yaffle I find my ability to change the small things, the ability to see the details that teach me to be what I have always considered myself.
Through Redslayer I see the stubborness that I see within my soul, and the pain and strenght a man can have when needed. I see the beliefs in yourself that I so much value, and the belief in my own skill. And for this I love him.
Through Pelian I see the loyalty, and the trust in others that I admire so much, the thing that keeps me on my toes and protective for those I care about. I see a man so dedicated in the preservation and belief in other people that he actually makes them better then they used to be.
It shows me how much believing can make others achieve.
Through Soloreaper, I see the greatness of the mind. The power of intellegence and planning ahead.
I see the importance of history, and the greatness in just sitting down, thinking it over. And singing about it, writing about it, humming it for yourself. The ability to find that inner tone that creates your most brilliant thoughts.

So what am I?
Am I Yaffle? Am I Pelian? Am I Redslayer or Soloreaper?
Yes. I am, I am what they made me.

But in the end, what they made me is what I was. Yet I am different.
I am Sun Ce. The Highlight of Arispotle and King of the Universe.
The Conqueror, and the loving, loyal friend.
And this is my story.

[danlufan]

A very nice read there. I indeed am led to believe this is a path from Little Tiger to Sun Ce, a change in ties and bonds, yet only to realise the same person will always exist as he once was, but with the intentions of his teachings

[tigrus]

A very nice read there. I indeed am led to believe this is a path from Little Tiger to Sun Ce, a change in ties and bonds, yet only to realise the same person will always exist as he once was, but with the intentions of his teachings

True mate. I think I will never stop being LittleTiger and Sun Ce inside, guess its just 2 names of the same person.

[dakhound]

I thought sunce was when LT e-bayed his toon

was wrong again

[tigrus]

I thought sunce was when LT e-bayed his toon

was wrong again

ROFL!!!

Your an idiot man, but i still love ya