An apology to the Reapers and this community..

[sluggo0]

The other night, some things happened, and I knew for a while now the best way for me to feel comfortable in game was to leave the guild, some of you didn't think I should have, and circumstances occurred which reenforced that decision of mine and it became mutual.

It felt a huge slap in the face that instead of just being blocked from access to the guild areas I couldn't access my pms and get contact information from my friends.

And as it appeared no one was helping me, I did somethign stupid and brougth it here. It's not the community's business, but I felt I had no where to turn at the time, I suppose the just thing would have been to cool off for a while, then ask for this stuff back. I make mistakes, and at the moment my judgement is not always crystal clear.

They're good people, and, so am I if I am not busy overreacting to what I feel is an injustice.

I'm sincerely sorry I brought this before all of you of this community. I won't be around for a while, as I need some perspective on all that's happening.

Sincerely,

[raven41]

Well don't know what happened Min, But I met you when ya first started playing, and I havn't had a problem with ya ever, So I hope you can get things strait and come on back sometime. even if you did decide to be an evil Kara

[jamela]

Minou, if there is some breakdown of communication - which is how it sounds here to me - then don't go cutting off any avenues that your friends have to reach you.

[mugendo]

PvP and RL conflict are never far apart, one of the reasons I don't actively participate in PvP.
I use 'dedicated' combat games such as Battlefield2 to PvP....it's easier to 'accept' player comments when they are not directed to me 'personaly'., <----edit (sp check Jamela )
The RP game environment builds a complex player network of 'expected' behavior and responses that does not allow PvP without consequences. Everybody knows an example of "I was only joking....."
I login to relax and enjoy the Ryzom game environment.