Dear Deamla
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Dear Deamla
Last night when I was talking with some newcomers together with Kyerna and Sxarlet Lady Deamla came to Fairhaven stables.
As I have heard some of what have happened lately I was glad to see that she was alive and seemed to be doing well.
As I talked to her I noticed that something had changed, she was not quite the same Deamla I remember. And she gave me the reasons why this had happened. What I heard her say was not easy for me to grasp and it made me very sad within to hear such pain she was carrying.
She also told me that she was looking for Sanantia and that she had stolen something precious and valueable from Deamla. She could not tell me what it was due to the fact that it was a personal item according to Deamla.
What was frightening me then was the anger she had towards Sanantia, of course you get mad when your trust is betrayed, but she was furious in a strange sense. In a way I have never seen her before.
And knowing how close they were I can understand that she was in great anger. Yet again I felt that something was not right.
As I myself have not been present at the recent happenings I can only rely on the words told to me from other Homins. So I cannot know or say much about this, what I can say though is that I care for Deamla. She is an important person but foremost she is a Homin of Atys.
I sense that she feels that she is all alone, not able to trust a single soul on the planet and she turns that into an anger in a manner of self defence. This is a common reaction, but still I fear that she is all alone and is scared. This hurts me.
What I want to say is , Deamla I am not your enemy, I am your friend despite what you may think. I do not want to hurt you. Belive me, you are not alone even though you might feel like you are at the moment. As I understand, you have been betrayed, and accused of things unimagineable, but not by me. I have never had any hard feeling against you, rather the opposite. I admire you and the energy and motivation you put into your work and that is one of the reasons it was so hard for me to see you like this.
As I said before, I am your friend and you are not alone.
// With care from a worried Drakfot
As I have heard some of what have happened lately I was glad to see that she was alive and seemed to be doing well.
As I talked to her I noticed that something had changed, she was not quite the same Deamla I remember. And she gave me the reasons why this had happened. What I heard her say was not easy for me to grasp and it made me very sad within to hear such pain she was carrying.
She also told me that she was looking for Sanantia and that she had stolen something precious and valueable from Deamla. She could not tell me what it was due to the fact that it was a personal item according to Deamla.
What was frightening me then was the anger she had towards Sanantia, of course you get mad when your trust is betrayed, but she was furious in a strange sense. In a way I have never seen her before.
And knowing how close they were I can understand that she was in great anger. Yet again I felt that something was not right.
As I myself have not been present at the recent happenings I can only rely on the words told to me from other Homins. So I cannot know or say much about this, what I can say though is that I care for Deamla. She is an important person but foremost she is a Homin of Atys.
I sense that she feels that she is all alone, not able to trust a single soul on the planet and she turns that into an anger in a manner of self defence. This is a common reaction, but still I fear that she is all alone and is scared. This hurts me.
What I want to say is , Deamla I am not your enemy, I am your friend despite what you may think. I do not want to hurt you. Belive me, you are not alone even though you might feel like you are at the moment. As I understand, you have been betrayed, and accused of things unimagineable, but not by me. I have never had any hard feeling against you, rather the opposite. I admire you and the energy and motivation you put into your work and that is one of the reasons it was so hard for me to see you like this.
As I said before, I am your friend and you are not alone.
// With care from a worried Drakfot
Drakfot
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Re: Dear Deamla
Dear Drakfot,
I support and applaud Deamla's zeal in hunting down Desenne. However, I would like to add to your account that Deamla claimed that Sanantia had stolen something that she could not live without. Deamla also claimed that Sanantia had set her own guards (or scouts?) to kill her. These accusations are serious and deserving of investigation.
Concerned Trykker,
Riveit
I support and applaud Deamla's zeal in hunting down Desenne. However, I would like to add to your account that Deamla claimed that Sanantia had stolen something that she could not live without. Deamla also claimed that Sanantia had set her own guards (or scouts?) to kill her. These accusations are serious and deserving of investigation.
Concerned Trykker,
Riveit
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Re: Dear Deamla
In the background murmurs and ambient noise of the city, I hear stories of recent events. I hear names discussed, actions questioned, irrational behavior. It all emphasizes a warning that keeps whispering through my head:
"Beware the influences of the Dragon"
- Suibom
Child of the Forest
"Beware the influences of the Dragon"
- Suibom
Child of the Forest
Re: Dear Deamla
Dear Homins
Today I recived a visit from Sanantia.
I was relived to see her being well and fit.
I asked her about this matter and she told me, I point out that she told me, that Deamla had taken the Amber Amulet and that she have to recover it. And this by using the item she took from Deamla. She told me that she took it for the best of Deamla. She also said that she had not seen Deamla since then and that the scouts that were sent out after Deamla was told to stop her, not to harm or kill her.
It also seems as the council is on the search for Deamla.
Sanantia told me that she held no grudge even though she was left to die.
As I said earlier, I was not there that day so I cannot know what happened otherwise what I am being told. But this ponders my mind greatly. What if I were there, could things have been different. I do not know.
What I know now is that Sanantia is looking for Deamla, yet I fear that it will not end well if they meet. Deamla seems not to be herself, even Sanantia noticed this. How could this be?. Sanantia told me that Deamla had been in the Prime Roots with a piece of the amber and survived, she told me that it seems impossible, yet she managed. Yes this is strange things indeed.
I am puzzled by this and worried. Two such close friends separated by the same goal, the safety of Homins. One acting in the way of precaution, the other in the way of anger. I blame no one, I wish to understand them both. I am not their enemy but their friend. There is a way through this and I intend to find it. I will not see bloodshed between such friends, I cannot stand that.
I wish to see this end in a good way for them.
I am confused and worried. I shall keep on writing here as my mind clears.
Deamla, I wish to see you, to talk to you.
Today I recived a visit from Sanantia.
I was relived to see her being well and fit.
I asked her about this matter and she told me, I point out that she told me, that Deamla had taken the Amber Amulet and that she have to recover it. And this by using the item she took from Deamla. She told me that she took it for the best of Deamla. She also said that she had not seen Deamla since then and that the scouts that were sent out after Deamla was told to stop her, not to harm or kill her.
It also seems as the council is on the search for Deamla.
Sanantia told me that she held no grudge even though she was left to die.
As I said earlier, I was not there that day so I cannot know what happened otherwise what I am being told. But this ponders my mind greatly. What if I were there, could things have been different. I do not know.
What I know now is that Sanantia is looking for Deamla, yet I fear that it will not end well if they meet. Deamla seems not to be herself, even Sanantia noticed this. How could this be?. Sanantia told me that Deamla had been in the Prime Roots with a piece of the amber and survived, she told me that it seems impossible, yet she managed. Yes this is strange things indeed.
I am puzzled by this and worried. Two such close friends separated by the same goal, the safety of Homins. One acting in the way of precaution, the other in the way of anger. I blame no one, I wish to understand them both. I am not their enemy but their friend. There is a way through this and I intend to find it. I will not see bloodshed between such friends, I cannot stand that.
I wish to see this end in a good way for them.
I am confused and worried. I shall keep on writing here as my mind clears.
Deamla, I wish to see you, to talk to you.
Last edited by rabcaz on Fri Jun 24, 2005 1:00 am, edited 1 time in total.
Drakfot
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Re: Dear Deamla
Greetings,
I have travelled with General Deamla on a few occasions now, aiding as I could when the amber pieces were being collected. I have also chatted while we relaxed near the bars in Tryker and found her to be a fine Homin and a pleasure to be around. I am sad things have escalated to this level but as always, should she need a homin to talk to, or even as things stand, a shoulder to cry on, when I am not on the historical tour with Drakfot this evening I will be in Fleeting Garden, probably within shouting distance of the Kami Circle teleporter.
Wherever you are, Lady Deamla, I wish you luck and good health. Know that many are still behind you, wishing to help and defend as always.
Sanz
I have travelled with General Deamla on a few occasions now, aiding as I could when the amber pieces were being collected. I have also chatted while we relaxed near the bars in Tryker and found her to be a fine Homin and a pleasure to be around. I am sad things have escalated to this level but as always, should she need a homin to talk to, or even as things stand, a shoulder to cry on, when I am not on the historical tour with Drakfot this evening I will be in Fleeting Garden, probably within shouting distance of the Kami Circle teleporter.
Wherever you are, Lady Deamla, I wish you luck and good health. Know that many are still behind you, wishing to help and defend as always.
Sanz
Sanz - Matis Explorer and Leader of the Stormdancers
"I am just an explorer, on my way to somewhere else...."
"I am just an explorer, on my way to somewhere else...."
Re: Dear Deamla
My friends last night when I was sitting in Yrkanis talking to my friend Tyilin, Lady Sanantia appeared and spoke with us. I could clearly see that she was worried an confused between her own emotions and her duties as a Marshall.
She wanted to see Deamla, but she could not , or rather would not, let any Homin participate in her search as she feared for their lifes. She also told us that the families of the scouts that was sent after Deamla was upset and I can understand that. Sanantia said that they were killed from a distance and that there were strong evidence that it was from a launcher.
Last time I talked to Deamla she carried a launcher, yet still I point out that that fact does not make her the purpetraitor.
Sanantia was torn between her duties and her devotion to protect all of Atys, same goal as Deamla has.
As we spoke Tyilin got a glimpse of Deamla standing just outside the stage in Yrk ans asked her not to run. But she did screamning "Argh too close, too many people.." We had previously removed out weapons as a token of peace towards her and said out loud that we only wanted to talk and not harm.
As she did not return to us we decided that we should split up into smaller groups of three since Deamla was not comfortable in crowds.
After a while Deamla returned and talked a bit. She called Sanantia a thief and liar while Sanantia told Deamla to return the Amber Amulet..
Ill words were tossed between them and you could certinly see Deamlas fears of crowds as for as soon a Homin came close she ran away.
I decided that if she wanted to talk to me, or someone alone she could meet me outsidee of the city as I found a quiet spot. There i sat, listening to what they screamed towards eachother while waiting. I sat there with Tyilin and we decided to remove our armours as well to show our friendly intentions.
After a little while we agreed that it might be for the better if only I stayed and he went to talk to Sanantia, that by now was upset about what had been said.
After a while I could hear the voice of Deamla talking to me. She told me that they were everywhere, and they were after her. When I asked whom they were she did not reply, but my guess was that she meant Homins. She was even angered at me first for just talking to Sanantia. She said that even just the voice of Sanantia was hard for her to hear.
She asked me what my intentions towards her was, she thought I was a spy.. I told her that my only wish is to see that this ends in a good way, that this that was between them made me sad. I told her that despite what she thought or said to me I am still her friend.
Poor Deamla, she is all alone out there, carrying fear for everyone. She says that she cannot trust anyone, that everyone is after her.
And I fear that Sanantia fells in the same way as she do not want help from others.
Yet just before she left me, I could sense that she somehow tried to make contact, it was is she was relly there just for a few seconds as she somehow got a bit curious about me, why I did this. But then it was as something pulled her back and she once more became supspicious towards everyone and ran off...
Meanwhile Sanantia was saddened by things happening. Yet I think that she somehow felt an ease when she saw Deamla again. She hadnt seen her for a long time, and even though the circomstances were as they were I think she was glad to just see Deamla.
I dont belive that they act from their own free will somehow. I cannot explain or put it into words, but I just get the feeling that they are not themselves. I cannot recognize this from the Deamla and Sanantia that I have travelled with. I fear that there is something that they dont tell us because it frigthens them soo much. She says that if we know too much we might get harmed..
Those two poor Homins is taking the entire Atys upon their shoulders and I am afraid that it is getting to them. And something is frightening them so much that they dont know what to do anymore.
Oh, I still regret that I was not there with them that night, perhaps I could understand better then, perhaps I could have done something..
It tares me inside too see them act like this and I want it to stop before they get really hurt. I care for them both, they are Homin and they are my friends. If you read this please know that I care for you both, I am neither spy nor traitor, I am your friend. Me and many with me.
Please take care out there and if you ever need help or just someone to talk with come and find me.
// From a worried and confused Drakfot
She wanted to see Deamla, but she could not , or rather would not, let any Homin participate in her search as she feared for their lifes. She also told us that the families of the scouts that was sent after Deamla was upset and I can understand that. Sanantia said that they were killed from a distance and that there were strong evidence that it was from a launcher.
Last time I talked to Deamla she carried a launcher, yet still I point out that that fact does not make her the purpetraitor.
Sanantia was torn between her duties and her devotion to protect all of Atys, same goal as Deamla has.
As we spoke Tyilin got a glimpse of Deamla standing just outside the stage in Yrk ans asked her not to run. But she did screamning "Argh too close, too many people.." We had previously removed out weapons as a token of peace towards her and said out loud that we only wanted to talk and not harm.
As she did not return to us we decided that we should split up into smaller groups of three since Deamla was not comfortable in crowds.
After a while Deamla returned and talked a bit. She called Sanantia a thief and liar while Sanantia told Deamla to return the Amber Amulet..
Ill words were tossed between them and you could certinly see Deamlas fears of crowds as for as soon a Homin came close she ran away.
I decided that if she wanted to talk to me, or someone alone she could meet me outsidee of the city as I found a quiet spot. There i sat, listening to what they screamed towards eachother while waiting. I sat there with Tyilin and we decided to remove our armours as well to show our friendly intentions.
After a little while we agreed that it might be for the better if only I stayed and he went to talk to Sanantia, that by now was upset about what had been said.
After a while I could hear the voice of Deamla talking to me. She told me that they were everywhere, and they were after her. When I asked whom they were she did not reply, but my guess was that she meant Homins. She was even angered at me first for just talking to Sanantia. She said that even just the voice of Sanantia was hard for her to hear.
She asked me what my intentions towards her was, she thought I was a spy.. I told her that my only wish is to see that this ends in a good way, that this that was between them made me sad. I told her that despite what she thought or said to me I am still her friend.
Poor Deamla, she is all alone out there, carrying fear for everyone. She says that she cannot trust anyone, that everyone is after her.
And I fear that Sanantia fells in the same way as she do not want help from others.
Yet just before she left me, I could sense that she somehow tried to make contact, it was is she was relly there just for a few seconds as she somehow got a bit curious about me, why I did this. But then it was as something pulled her back and she once more became supspicious towards everyone and ran off...
Meanwhile Sanantia was saddened by things happening. Yet I think that she somehow felt an ease when she saw Deamla again. She hadnt seen her for a long time, and even though the circomstances were as they were I think she was glad to just see Deamla.
I dont belive that they act from their own free will somehow. I cannot explain or put it into words, but I just get the feeling that they are not themselves. I cannot recognize this from the Deamla and Sanantia that I have travelled with. I fear that there is something that they dont tell us because it frigthens them soo much. She says that if we know too much we might get harmed..
Those two poor Homins is taking the entire Atys upon their shoulders and I am afraid that it is getting to them. And something is frightening them so much that they dont know what to do anymore.
Oh, I still regret that I was not there with them that night, perhaps I could understand better then, perhaps I could have done something..
It tares me inside too see them act like this and I want it to stop before they get really hurt. I care for them both, they are Homin and they are my friends. If you read this please know that I care for you both, I am neither spy nor traitor, I am your friend. Me and many with me.
Please take care out there and if you ever need help or just someone to talk with come and find me.
// From a worried and confused Drakfot
Drakfot
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Re: Dear Deamla
Just a few days ago I got word that some Homins had cornered Deamla in thesos, close by the trainers.
As soon as I heard this I ran there to see if it was true, and so it was.
There Deamla stood, close to the edge of the cliff, talking about betrayal and assasins. She was surrounded by some Homins trying to convince her that they ment her no harm. Yet still she claimed that everyone was after her, that she could trust no one. Though it somehow seemed as she was influenced as she used to be, I could almost catch a small glimpse of the old well known Deamla.
Then she said that this was the only way she could escape the pain, and then she jumped over the cliff....
I tried to run to her and catch her, but I was to late... I could not bare to see it. I ran away and started to cry. How could she jump, what drove her to this conclusion.. I was scared, terrified and devastated by her actions.. How would Sanantia react when she heard that Deamla had jumped...
Then I heard her voice again, mixed with my friends that had run down towards where she fell. She was alive! Though she had hurt her leg in the fall.. When I come to think of it, the cliff was not that high, yet still just her doing it was enough..
I ran towards the spot as fast as I could and there she was, sitting on the ground with a big wound on her knee. The blood ran quite fast from her leg.. I begged her to let us at least tend to her wound but she would not listen. She told me that she was no fool and that she could tend to her own wounds..
Then she disappeared.. Now she is out there alone and wounded...
I fear that this bare no good meanings.. As I looked at the puddle of blood from where she had sit, it all came back to me and my eyes started to be moisty again..
It was then I heard the voice of Sanantia calling out if anyone had seen Deamla. I asked my friends to talk to her as I could not bare to see her face when they told her about Deamla... I stayed close to the spot where she had jumped. So many thoughts where stirring around in my mind that I could not sort them out.. I sat down and tried to think.
After a few minutes I stood up and walked a bit while struggleling with my thoughts. Suddenly i realized that I once more stood at the spot where she had jumped. I stood there and looked down on the blood. I walked down there and sat close by as my tears started to fall on the ground again.. Why, the question echoed in my mind. Why and what.
Suddenly I heard the voice of Sanantia above me and I looked up, there she stood with a frightened face looking down on me. As I saw her expression and the shock in her eyes I ran away.
After a little while my friends told me that Sanantia herself claimed that she would jump down the very same cliff as Deamla.. I could not bare that happening again so I ran towards her.
What I saw and heard when I got back there was a sad Homin. Sanantia was in shock after realizing the action Deamla choose to take, even though she did not die , just hearing it was enough for her..
As my friends talked to her I came to realize that she now was torn. Torn between her orders and and the will of her heart. She and Deamla are more than friends, sisters. I could see it in her eyes and hear it in her voice that this was enourmosly hard for her. She was to hunt her own friend down. She was literally devastated by this, it was easy to see how this tared upon her constantly. Perhaps we seemed hard on her as our questions were direct. Yet still I noticed that she somehow knew what to do, she was more determined than the last time we talked to her.
Deamla and Sanantia, whatever you may think or say to us we are still your friends. We want you no harm, we want to help you as good as we possibly can. I am your friend..
// A saddened Drakfot that always will belive that this obstacle can be overwon.
As soon as I heard this I ran there to see if it was true, and so it was.
There Deamla stood, close to the edge of the cliff, talking about betrayal and assasins. She was surrounded by some Homins trying to convince her that they ment her no harm. Yet still she claimed that everyone was after her, that she could trust no one. Though it somehow seemed as she was influenced as she used to be, I could almost catch a small glimpse of the old well known Deamla.
Then she said that this was the only way she could escape the pain, and then she jumped over the cliff....
I tried to run to her and catch her, but I was to late... I could not bare to see it. I ran away and started to cry. How could she jump, what drove her to this conclusion.. I was scared, terrified and devastated by her actions.. How would Sanantia react when she heard that Deamla had jumped...
Then I heard her voice again, mixed with my friends that had run down towards where she fell. She was alive! Though she had hurt her leg in the fall.. When I come to think of it, the cliff was not that high, yet still just her doing it was enough..
I ran towards the spot as fast as I could and there she was, sitting on the ground with a big wound on her knee. The blood ran quite fast from her leg.. I begged her to let us at least tend to her wound but she would not listen. She told me that she was no fool and that she could tend to her own wounds..
Then she disappeared.. Now she is out there alone and wounded...
I fear that this bare no good meanings.. As I looked at the puddle of blood from where she had sit, it all came back to me and my eyes started to be moisty again..
It was then I heard the voice of Sanantia calling out if anyone had seen Deamla. I asked my friends to talk to her as I could not bare to see her face when they told her about Deamla... I stayed close to the spot where she had jumped. So many thoughts where stirring around in my mind that I could not sort them out.. I sat down and tried to think.
After a few minutes I stood up and walked a bit while struggleling with my thoughts. Suddenly i realized that I once more stood at the spot where she had jumped. I stood there and looked down on the blood. I walked down there and sat close by as my tears started to fall on the ground again.. Why, the question echoed in my mind. Why and what.
Suddenly I heard the voice of Sanantia above me and I looked up, there she stood with a frightened face looking down on me. As I saw her expression and the shock in her eyes I ran away.
After a little while my friends told me that Sanantia herself claimed that she would jump down the very same cliff as Deamla.. I could not bare that happening again so I ran towards her.
What I saw and heard when I got back there was a sad Homin. Sanantia was in shock after realizing the action Deamla choose to take, even though she did not die , just hearing it was enough for her..
As my friends talked to her I came to realize that she now was torn. Torn between her orders and and the will of her heart. She and Deamla are more than friends, sisters. I could see it in her eyes and hear it in her voice that this was enourmosly hard for her. She was to hunt her own friend down. She was literally devastated by this, it was easy to see how this tared upon her constantly. Perhaps we seemed hard on her as our questions were direct. Yet still I noticed that she somehow knew what to do, she was more determined than the last time we talked to her.
Deamla and Sanantia, whatever you may think or say to us we are still your friends. We want you no harm, we want to help you as good as we possibly can. I am your friend..
// A saddened Drakfot that always will belive that this obstacle can be overwon.
Last edited by rabcaz on Mon Jul 04, 2005 11:50 am, edited 1 time in total.
Drakfot
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Re: Dear Deamla
Last night I heard a familiar voice close to Fairhaven..
IT was the voice of Deamla, she was back again !
As I hurried towards Fairhaven questions began to rise in my mind.
How was she ? Had something changed ?
When I finally got to Fairhaven I feared that I had lost the opportunity to talk to her. She was nowhere to be found.
I talked to Ghuiss that was present and he told me that she had went away.
As I sat there close to the stables thinking of what might have happened I saw someone run me by a few meters away. At first I thought it was another Homin, but then I noticed the large Launcher she was carrying. It was Deamla.
I tried to talk to her, she kept on saying that there were assasins everywhere and that she had stayed too long already. I tried to talk to her, to get a glimpse so I could know if she was alright, that her knee was fine. I saw that she had taken care of the nasty wound quite well, yet still it was not fully healed and I noticed that she was limping a bit. But she seemed to be doing well concidering the circomstances.
As she heard my voice she called me an assasin, that I work for her as she put it. Her is Sanantia, her friend. I told her that I was no such thing, that I was her friend and Sanantia's. As I mentioned Sanantia Deamla screamed towards me "No say her name", it seems as just the name mentioned would drive her insane. Why is she taking such distant to Sanantia ? I think that she do it because she wants to protect her somehow.
I was, and I say with honesty, angered a bit by this.. So I told Deamla what Sanantia was thinking of doing when she found out that Deamla had jumped, that she would do the same..
Somehow this reached Deamla as she went silent for a little while..
Then she started to wan us about the Kitins, that they were gathering up for what might be a comming attack. She said that even telling us this was perhaps too much. Somehow she goes through all this troubles, she does not like crowds, she feels that everyone is after her. But stil she seeks out the Homins to warn us about dangers... as Deamla should have done. She is there, she cares for us...
And there I sat by the water trying to sort my mind out..
I know this, I shall never abandon her... she will not be alone..
// Drakfot, a thinker close by the water
IT was the voice of Deamla, she was back again !
As I hurried towards Fairhaven questions began to rise in my mind.
How was she ? Had something changed ?
When I finally got to Fairhaven I feared that I had lost the opportunity to talk to her. She was nowhere to be found.
I talked to Ghuiss that was present and he told me that she had went away.
As I sat there close to the stables thinking of what might have happened I saw someone run me by a few meters away. At first I thought it was another Homin, but then I noticed the large Launcher she was carrying. It was Deamla.
I tried to talk to her, she kept on saying that there were assasins everywhere and that she had stayed too long already. I tried to talk to her, to get a glimpse so I could know if she was alright, that her knee was fine. I saw that she had taken care of the nasty wound quite well, yet still it was not fully healed and I noticed that she was limping a bit. But she seemed to be doing well concidering the circomstances.
As she heard my voice she called me an assasin, that I work for her as she put it. Her is Sanantia, her friend. I told her that I was no such thing, that I was her friend and Sanantia's. As I mentioned Sanantia Deamla screamed towards me "No say her name", it seems as just the name mentioned would drive her insane. Why is she taking such distant to Sanantia ? I think that she do it because she wants to protect her somehow.
I was, and I say with honesty, angered a bit by this.. So I told Deamla what Sanantia was thinking of doing when she found out that Deamla had jumped, that she would do the same..
Somehow this reached Deamla as she went silent for a little while..
Then she started to wan us about the Kitins, that they were gathering up for what might be a comming attack. She said that even telling us this was perhaps too much. Somehow she goes through all this troubles, she does not like crowds, she feels that everyone is after her. But stil she seeks out the Homins to warn us about dangers... as Deamla should have done. She is there, she cares for us...
And there I sat by the water trying to sort my mind out..
I know this, I shall never abandon her... she will not be alone..
// Drakfot, a thinker close by the water
Drakfot
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Re: Dear Deamla
Last night I once more heard the voice of Deamla close to Fairhaven.
I was relived to hear her ,and I am certain that I got a glimpse of her too. She seemed to be find during the circomstances.
She told us that some ill intended people are moving about in the main cities and that they plan to assasinate our leaders and invade Matis.
She said this with much caution in her voice.
After that she quickly moved on to Yrkanis to warn the Matis of this threat.
Saddenly I think that her courage got a turn for the worse as they seemed to heed little attention to her words. I put blame on no one, we are all Homins and unique. We all have our own minds and paths that we walk.
But I fear that this might have struck hard on Deamla, as I mentioned before she goes to great lengths to warn us from dangers that are lurking even though she cannot be in crowds and always feels followed and hunted.
She struggles to win over what be influenting her, she drives herself almost over the edge to fullfill her duties, to see to our safety.
Yes she might seem to be a ranting fool when you meet her, if you have not known her before. But remember that even the rant of a fool can be words of truth. Deamla is no fool, she is a proud and caring Homin, she still fulfills her duties she have had for so long, despite being affected by what seems to be forces unknown.
I beg you all, you do not have to belive in what is told. But at least listen for that can do so much.
Deamla, I was glad to see you and hear you last night.
// From a caring and listening Drakfot
I was relived to hear her ,and I am certain that I got a glimpse of her too. She seemed to be find during the circomstances.
She told us that some ill intended people are moving about in the main cities and that they plan to assasinate our leaders and invade Matis.
She said this with much caution in her voice.
After that she quickly moved on to Yrkanis to warn the Matis of this threat.
Saddenly I think that her courage got a turn for the worse as they seemed to heed little attention to her words. I put blame on no one, we are all Homins and unique. We all have our own minds and paths that we walk.
But I fear that this might have struck hard on Deamla, as I mentioned before she goes to great lengths to warn us from dangers that are lurking even though she cannot be in crowds and always feels followed and hunted.
She struggles to win over what be influenting her, she drives herself almost over the edge to fullfill her duties, to see to our safety.
Yes she might seem to be a ranting fool when you meet her, if you have not known her before. But remember that even the rant of a fool can be words of truth. Deamla is no fool, she is a proud and caring Homin, she still fulfills her duties she have had for so long, despite being affected by what seems to be forces unknown.
I beg you all, you do not have to belive in what is told. But at least listen for that can do so much.
Deamla, I was glad to see you and hear you last night.
// From a caring and listening Drakfot
Drakfot
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Re: Dear Deamla
Deat friends and Homins, it is with a lump in my chest that I write this.
I do not dare to count the days since I last saw or talked to Deamla or Sanantia. I think that something ill might have happened to them.
So I must ask you my friends, have you seen anything of them or heard anything ? I am gravely worried about this and the silence makes it even more scaring for me. So if you have any news please let me know.
// From a Drakfot that misses two friends
I do not dare to count the days since I last saw or talked to Deamla or Sanantia. I think that something ill might have happened to them.
So I must ask you my friends, have you seen anything of them or heard anything ? I am gravely worried about this and the silence makes it even more scaring for me. So if you have any news please let me know.
// From a Drakfot that misses two friends
Drakfot
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!
Guild Muse of Evolution, Light Armourer and giver of smiles.
A family, Ryzom Ambiente, Ryzom by night,
Ryzom 5 year anniversary!