Re: Dev Request: Packer Reset Poll
Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2004 10:31 pm
Ok in all fairness you all deserve a little insight as to my depression and why I really needed the laugh from this post.
A month ago (as of the 5'th of december), my wife and I seperated do to differences of oppinion on a few things.
During the past 4 weeks, although I have been trying my best to keep a bright smile and a bright outlook on things, I have been falling deeper into a depressed state.
So I emerse myself in my work, the boards, the game, my new place, reading, anything to keep my mind off the situation, since there is nothing I can do about the situation.
When someone falls out of love with you and moves on with there life, it is next to impossible to just pickup and move on with yours.
So, I have also been digging deeper into the history of the game, trying to find a more creative way to be a member of Atys based on my Races history.
As a player, I have assisted all races make it to all lands on many occasions with many guilds.
Fought side by side with every player race in great encounters.
Been a party to 2 of the 3 major in game events.
I would like to help to see the player base enjoy the game and learn more of the core history through involvement in events that help to shape the lands.
That said, I don't see how a re-inactment of the Trykers getting freed from the Karavan or Matis is a bad thing (yea I have to re-read that enslavement part to try to get it right)
It also gives you, the players, more to do
This is my life as it stands today.
Probably to much information, but a good spot to just blow steam and explain my actions. Hiding it, just makes it boil inside and harder to live with.
A month ago (as of the 5'th of december), my wife and I seperated do to differences of oppinion on a few things.
During the past 4 weeks, although I have been trying my best to keep a bright smile and a bright outlook on things, I have been falling deeper into a depressed state.
So I emerse myself in my work, the boards, the game, my new place, reading, anything to keep my mind off the situation, since there is nothing I can do about the situation.
When someone falls out of love with you and moves on with there life, it is next to impossible to just pickup and move on with yours.
So, I have also been digging deeper into the history of the game, trying to find a more creative way to be a member of Atys based on my Races history.
As a player, I have assisted all races make it to all lands on many occasions with many guilds.
Fought side by side with every player race in great encounters.
Been a party to 2 of the 3 major in game events.
I would like to help to see the player base enjoy the game and learn more of the core history through involvement in events that help to shape the lands.
That said, I don't see how a re-inactment of the Trykers getting freed from the Karavan or Matis is a bad thing (yea I have to re-read that enslavement part to try to get it right)
It also gives you, the players, more to do
This is my life as it stands today.
Probably to much information, but a good spot to just blow steam and explain my actions. Hiding it, just makes it boil inside and harder to live with.